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My trip through Joe User
Published on June 22, 2004 By Joan of Arc In Blogging
I think it is time to formally admit that I am no longer a Joeuser. This is a sad occasion. I enjoyed immensely the time I spent at JU, but I havn't visited for several weeks now, and when I thought about checking in tonight, realized that I’d rather be doing other things. When the realization hit me that it could be a good long time before I visited, and certainly before I contributed, it seemed only right to say adios, and it has been a fine 2 weeks of summer camp (so to speak).

As slow as I have been to admit it, although most of you who know me probably knew already, I was really drawn to JU because of Dan, and enjoyed reading his stuff and the stuff that his friends wrote. His friends became mine, and so on.

Then Dan was booted. I hung around for awhile, but it wasn’t the same. I tried to convince myself that I’d continue, but tonight, I realize it is all a fantasy.

I have some regrets though. I feel a loss that I was never able to meet Trinitie and Muggaz and Dharmagrl and wisefawn and Imaninit. There are others, but those are the ones that come to the forefront. In some ridiculous way, I would have enjoyed meeting SPM. So, alas, I bid thee all a farewell. One of my jobs is being a pastor, and I can't help but think that the longing to know people more intimately is the same longing that will be fulfilled when all believers meet in heaven. What a bummer for the ones who have not recieved the gracious gift of eternal life through Jesus Christ. I best be going before I start preaching.

God bless you all.

Tractorman

Comments
on Jun 22, 2004
It's wierd that you brought my name up... I was actually thinking that, in all your time here, we never really had a direct dialogue... well, I guess now is my chance to say byebye!!! from what I read, it was good!!!

Have a great life I suppose!!! Thanks for sharing!

BAM!!!
on Jun 23, 2004
in all your time here, we never really had a direct dialogue...


That may be true, but I came to appreciate people by hearing what they had to say, and the spirit with which they said it. I don't need to agree with people to enjoy being around them, but there are certain attitudes that make it more difficult to relate. I feel too lazy right now to try and say what those qualities are, but I always felt that you genuinely cared about people and were not inflexible/dogmatic/superior in your views.

And I have to admit, I have always liked the BAM!!!, almost like the gavel came down at the end of everything you said, just for emphasis.

In any case, thanks for the well-wishing.

Tractorman
on Jun 23, 2004

You will certainly be missed around here, as you were one of the saner, wiser voices. The voice of reason quietly coming in behind the yelling and temper trantrums!

on Jun 23, 2004
Thanks Shades, I appreciate your compliment.

Tractorman
on Jun 23, 2004
It occurs to me that checking the responses appears to invalidate my blog. I guess it just goes to show how self centered I can get--here I am all anxious to see if anybody cares that I'm leaving. Somewhat pathetic, but I suppose no different than most.

T-man
on Jun 23, 2004
Oh, I am so sorry that you are leaving, but I completely understand. I miss Dan's presence here very much. Please send him my best. Thank you so much for mentioning me. And I can safely say, we'll meet some day!
on Jun 24, 2004
I miss Dan's presence here very much. Please send him my best. Thank you so much for mentioning me. And I can safely say, we'll meet some day!


I will pass it on to him. He is on a youth missions trip right now in Brooklyn, I expect having a grand time.

See you later

Tractorman
on Aug 17, 2004
T-Man,

Don't leave. I want you to stay. I don't write much any more either. Your analogy of joeuser's meeting and all Christians meeting in heaven was beautiful.

You're awesome. Thanks for not being mad at me on those late nights.


Trinitie
on Aug 20, 2004
Thanks Trinite, like I said, I suppose I will still poke my head in from time to time, and may even contribute if I need a place to vent a thought or feeling. It's just not the same as it used to be--the honeymoon is over I suppose. It may be that I will write more once the snow flies. Right now there is so much to do outside, I don't want to be in and writing anymore than I need to.

Tractorman